What a week, what a fucking nightmare, feeling like a loser. I wonder if it will ever end or am I doomed to always give in? I have only one person to blame and that is me. Fed up and now it is over I look back and know that it was not worth it, unpaid bills, fuck this fuck that, feel like why. The battle is always there to be won but I hardly ever do


3 thoughts on “Lost

  1. Oh well, such are the ups and downs of life. It seems we rarely escape or weaknesses completely. But we just have to get back up and keep doing our best, even when doing “our best” includes multiple temporary failures.

    As they say, success isn’t the lack of failure but rather the aabilityto keep getting up after failure. I’m confident you’ll get back on track again, because you have so many times before. That’s what I tell myself when I screw up: “well, you’ve always managed to get over it and so you’ll get over this too” – and I do.

    Don’t be too hard on yourself – you don’t have to be perfect, just don’t give up. We bloggers out here seem to like you just the way you are- and I’m sure your kids do too.

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