Had a moment last night. A friend called and I was saying how I am doing something different so we were discussing how you need to not want it anymore and I am saying that’s where I am at. Door knock, my guy who has twenty for me. I had to go shop for top ups on gas and a bit of electric and then to Morrissons where I have to walk past the house. I swear I thought about getting a little five piece. Instead though I crossed the road and walked past. Spent all but 70p on food. Just going shop now for a pint of milk. Feeling good.