I had the most amazing night last night. I saw the error of my ways. I have been kidding myself for so long. I let crack into my life and it nearly took my life. Jesus came to me last night and showed me the light. I know i have been doing wrong. My older children must have been hurt tremendously as must everybody that cared for me. On the one hand i am glad to have seen what is happening and on the other i am feeling bad for what i have let happen. Thank you Jesus