Straits is a little bit lost right now, even though he had the best intention when he started
He was not prepared for the difference his life had gone through. He has a lot of getting used to
All he had ever knew was loss, pain and rejection, his mom left him at three, just him his brother
In an empty house, screaming at the top of the stairs when daddy returned from work
Mom was a jerk, wanting freedom from her kids she upped and left, behind her its a mess.
Two damaged children and a father stressed to the max,he had to act fast.
How will he work with no one to watch his kids, he gonna lose his house if he cant pay the bills.
For a while it was back and forth from friend to friend it was no way to live
It wasnt good for the kids. Before too long he met a woman and thought she was a good un
But his judgement was clouded in desperation a rocky foundation.
She had kids of her own having to do it on her own so pops was a blessing,
I guess he tried his best then, but more trouble on the way it was his kids who would pay.
He went back to work on the night shift leaving his kids at home with a witch
Thats when they learned about a beating and how to be mistreated, cold harsh reality
Came crashing down on his young family, and he never got to see them much
Working every night they was kept from his sight, pain and humiliation became a way of life
Till the day they up and left deja vous for the little two, waking up in an empty room.
Relief not grief was the overriding emotion pain upon pain cos they still felt attached
Looking for love from the devil a seed was growing without them really knowing why
Yet they found they couldn’t cry, till they got left on their own, pops had to put them in a foster home.
The father of the house was a priest and he appeared very friendly along with his wife
The kids began a new life. Bible class every Tuesday church every Sunday, it was all brand new
Jesus was a saviour and he had to help the kids adjust and grow someone to help
Living this fucked up life but now the Lord became a best friend someone that will be there to the very end.
He was needed cos u see we found another messed up family. tbc