6.50 and i still cant get no sleep, Cassidy is asking me who’s side am i leaning on, through my headphones, my son is asleep upstairs peacefully i hope. Every night i fuck around on the internet, or watch bull on the tv. I suppose i should be glad i’m breathing if i want to get a positive from this shit. Tiredness comes and goes but i dont drift off, i have always been a nightowl before i got stuck indoors as a single parent i was cruising the streets as a hustler and a player but nowadays i’m just a loner alone in the dark. Daylight is upon me right now and world athletics on tv so gonna make tea and toast and watch while listening to Cassidy tell me he aint going back to jail ah ah, i can relate to that homey……..out